In a Single Moment

All they want for Christmas....

2011-11-07T16:41:00.000-08:00

Is Christmas almost here? Holy COW -- less than 2 months of shopping left so I asked the kids what they want this year.

Hunter wanted Harry Potter wands, a mini ninja game and "your love" -- Way to go my boy, always wanting peace and happiness.

Kadan wants his own Santa AND Santa's helper so he can get gifts all year long. He also wants a servant, a money making machine and a candy making machine -- Mr. Dreamer, smart, wish I would have thought of this as a child. Now, if I find a genie in a lamp I'm going to HAVE to ask for Santa.

Addy wants some carpet skates (don't know what it is -- she says it let's you slide on the carpet) and a light bulb for her lava lamp. -- Just like Ms. Addy, sweet and simple.

Bo wants lots and lots of toys and it's okay if they are "baby toys 'cuz I like all kinds of toys." But she doesn't want clothes and "defininately nooooo pants" -- Well of course, she's my little stuffed animal lover will be happy with whatever she gets as long as she can play with it -- the more the merrier. She's been perusing and circling and sleeping with the toy magazines since they started to arrive last week.

Not too bad (well, besides Kadan), we'll just have to see what Santa can do :-)

Boo YAH! A Halloween party success....

2011-11-01T17:38:00.000-07:00

The grand plans of completely redecorating the inside to be spooky haunted alley had to be scaled down MAJORLY but we still had a great time with yummy soup (made by Alicia), painting pumpkins (yawzers -- 25 pumpkins with just not enough), bobbing for apples (thank goodness for warm weather or the kids faces would have frozen off), airsoft gun wars (the boys' idea), and ending with the city trunk or treat in the nearby park. We definitely pulled it off with under 30 hours of planning (but the endless furry taught us that next time we need to plan ahead).

Happy Haunting....

2011-10-30T17:55:00.001-07:00

Since we live in a house that looks haunted, we decided to decorate and have a spur of the moment Halloween Party -- let's just see if I can pull this one off. Less than 24 hours to plan, it's Sunday so I can't go shopping tonight to get goodies for the party 'til tomorrow AND I have to work at the hospital Monday until just before the party starts. Wish me luck :-)

Wallow Fire -- Just because someone ignored the rules

2011-06-07T00:01:00.000-07:00

I just can't stop thinking about the devastation in one of the most beautiful places in Arizona just because someone ignored the rules -- a simple rule -- NO burn -- and visitors just couldn't listen and made a fire anyway. Now over 200,000 acres, thousands of families, countless wildlife including newborn calves are devastated. I just can't sleep -- wanting to help but not sure how.

I am sure that the Red Cross is sick of me now but I just can't sit an wait. "Well, we need towels" one woman said. So I round up towels. Anything else? "Well, you can sign in on our list to house families." But I am too far down on the list so no one has called. So, I go into Red Cross again. Anything I can do? Food? Blankets? "No...just hang tight. Is it okay if we call you anytime? If so, we'll call you when we need more help." So I just sit and wait and wait and wait and wait and keep busy. Burst out into tears a little. Then keep busy some more. The only thing that gives me solace is prayer. When you can do no more the best thing to do it pray. So, I ask everyone around me to pray. Pray for the wind to die down. Pray for miraculous rain. Pray to keep over 3,000 fireman safe. Pray for the families that have lost their homes, their source of income, their animals.

So, I keep praying. Then as I pray and mediate a thought of strict obedience comes to my mind. We are supposed to cultivate and take care of the land. Simple as it seems, yet we forget. Just a simple mistake from hikers -- probably kind and ordinary people who meant no harm -- yet this simple mistake will bring deep rooted scar for decades. Will the land ever be the same?

This makes me think about obedience to all of God's Commandment but too often we forget the more important commandment -- LOVE. Some may think -- oh, I only need or have time to be nice to the good looking, talented, well-educated neighbor. They are easy to love, easy to like. Yet at the same time this individual may choose to ignore the neighbor that really needs loving and constant (maybe even painstaking) nourishing and because they are too busy or too thoughtless devastation erupts. Then just like the fire, it takes decades to heal the scar and multitudes of people to squelch the harm of the mindless one that did not take the time to care.

This year, while teaching gospel doctrine I realized that each gospel principle, each commandment continually points back to love of others and love of our Heavenly Father and His Son. Doesn't matter the topic, whether it be the story of Eli the Prophet or the parable of the Talents or raising Lazarus from the dead, each points to LOVE.

This Wallow Fire is also teaching me love -- love for the land, love for the people, love for rain, love of prayer. Let's us continue to pray and hope that through simple obedience peace will come from the most devastating of circumstances.

A mom's best day...

2011-03-14T19:24:00.000-07:00

As a mom, I am so proud of my children -- from singing in school plays to saying beautiful prayers to watching them speak kindly to others to having them come home with another 100% on a spelling test. My supremely ultimate proudest days revolve around the spiritual accomplishments of each of my children and yesterday was one of those days. Hunter, my dapper dressed sweet boy, passed the sacrament for the first time. You could tell in the way that he walked that he reverenced his duty and was so excited to participate. We were hoping that he could pass to our family but he was positioned on the other side of the church. Kadan leaned over to me and said, "Mom, I so wish that we could be on the other side so Hunter could pass the sacrament to us. He is doing such a great job."

As he finished his side row, Hunter came to our side of the chapel and passed to a little family on the front row. Addy and Bo sat so quietly as they watched Hunter. Kadan sat on the edge of the pew taking in every second. As we all watched, Hunter then turned real briefly and smiled a sideways smile at me then promptly went back to his priesthood duty. It was sweet to see the other deacons help him progress row by row and even take him by the arm and nudge him to stand after the prayers were completed. The room was filled with ultimate sweetness and compassion and reverence. Proud moments like this make me think of Heaven and gives me a glimpse of the little nudges, nodding and smiles that help us on our daily journey. Indeed, this day was one of my mom best days.

Yeah ST. George Marathon...

2010-11-01T17:27:00.000-07:00

Did I ever say how much I love running? There are so many reasons (I will have to list those in some later post) but my absolute number one and number two are being able to chat with girlfriends and being able to "chat" with God. Crazy I know, but when I run I pray. Many times I am praying to just get through to the next mile or to be able to make it home around the bend but more often than not, I pray for guidance and for protection and for peace.

This year I was blessed (and I say blessed because the St. George Marathon is a draw with less than a 50% chance of getting in) with being able to get into the Marathon with 2 amazing gals -- Gina (the endorphin hill junkie) and Heidi (the true blue running guru). We braved the early morning 4:45 am runs 4 to 5 times per week in the snow and ice, the 50+ mile per hour winds, running on trails with wild animals (and one big huge honking can of BEAR spray) and lots and lots of crazy injuries (I had extensive blood clots, 2 vascular surgeries, quad strain and one posterior tibialis rupture) to prepare for the great event. During that time we also adopted Cami, the running gazelle, and then a whole group of drop-dead, gorgeous ladies (Becky, Rena, Sandy, Sydette, Amy, Annette) named the Running Divas. Shall I say torturous fun?

Race day October 2, 2010. My awesome, supportive Dad (knowing exactly what you need on race day because he has been there too) woke up to drive me to the race. We knelt in prayer together asking for strength, he gave me my all-time favorite quick neck rub and then soothed my nerves with some fatherly advice to not to overdo it and if I am in pain, just hitch a ride with the injured runner van (hey, that might be fun -- never done that before--he, he). Then phone calls from mom, one after the other, wanting so desperately to be present but having to work, wanting to make sure I was going to be safe and wanting to make sure that I knew she loved me.

4:45 am I boarded the bus to ride the long ride up the hill to the starting line. It was warmy-chilly waiting 1 1/2 hours for the starting gun to sound in the hills of Vernon just 26.2 miles away from the city. Piles and piles of runners were wrapped in silver blankets, laying around the fires rubbing Vaseline on lips, thighs and just about any place you didn't want to get chaffed. Pre-race excitement was so thick -- you could just feel it everywhere around you. More calls, more texts from Ian, Shannon, Karen, Mom, Annie, Dave, Annelise. Time to turn in the phone and line up.

Finally, side by side with Heidi and Gina, we heard the gun sound the start and started slowly making our way to the starting line. Heidi quickly pulled ahead (wanting to break 4 hours -- that's running under 9:10 pace for the entire marathon). Mile 2, Gina was feeling good and was making her move. I was all on my own. Immediately I started to pray (you see, just 2 weeks to the day, I ruptured my posterior tib tendon and wasn't even able to walk on my foot until Thursday before the race) and felt the strongest reassurance that I would make it to the end without pain. Mile by mile I prayed, just chatting with God, thanking Him for all my blessings and asking for direction. Occasionally I sparked up conversations with passersby (just when I started to get really tired) and was edified by each discussion -- giving me strength to continue. Ususally, I would listen to the downloaded general conference talks of years past -- this always gives me a little extra umph (even better than listening to rock music -- FUNNY). Counting down mile by mile.

Mile 8, Veyo hill, over 1.5 miles of uphill torture! Slow down. Take it easy. This is where more posterior tib injury would occur.

Mile 10, Awesome! Made it up the hill PAINFREE!!!!!!!! YIPPPEEEEEEE!

Mile 13, alright, 1/2 way there. Need a little pick me up -- time to listen to general conference.

Mile 18, oh YEAH! This is my longest training run and I am still feeling good. Still listening to conference, still praying.

Mile 18 1/2. Stopped talking then started listening. Over 1 1/2 miles of uninterrupted instruction from the Lord. Nothing more amazing, more clear, more calming than that!

Then at mile 20, as soon as I ended my prayer and was ready to hunker down for the last 10K, I heard my name being called out in desperation. It was Gina, hurt and downtrodden. She was unsure if she could make it. Here knee was ready to give way. So I stayed behind -- walking and running together for the last 10 K to the finish line.

Even with Gina by my side, I was getting really exhausted -- my legs were tightening, my strength was diminishing,the 90+ degree heat was zapping all my energy. Being too tired to talk out loud, Gina and I separated by a few yards. I knew I just had to focus on finishing. Keep on going. Keep on moving one foot in front of the other.

Mile 23 grabbed cups of Gatorade and water. So Thristy! Keep on running.

Mile 24 given two cold wet towels. So refreshing. Keep on praying.

Mile 25 keep on going, only 1.2 miles left. So tired. Wanna walk. Come on, I can do this. Keep on running.

Mile 25.2 "Jen,"I heard my name being called by a beautiful blond with a thick bouncy ponytail standing on the roadside. "Jen...." thinking to myself, Wow, that is cool that this beautiful girls is cheering for another gal running with my same name -- I will just pretend she is cheering for me. I kept on running.

Then again "Jen...." as that cute blond looked directly at me and waved fiercely and smiling wholeheartedly. I turned my head around to see if there was another gal running beside me waving back at her -- Nope, nobody but me.

Then again, even louder, I heard "Jen.... It's me Karen." Leaning forward, focusing in, I finally recognized that the beautiful blond was my amazing baby sister K. She quickly came over to me and started running beside me in her flip flops. "You're almost there.... You're going to make it.... You're so amazing, you can do this...." For a mile she gave me all I needed to keep going. Then when she could not run along side of me any longer, I sprinted with all my might, unable to feel my legs but knowing that they were propelling me forward, until I heard my Dad, Mike and Heidi yelling my name, cheering me to the finish. I MADE IT!!!!! I MADE IT!!!!! Nothing short of a miracle. I MADE IT!!!!!!! In the end, it was broken down little ol' me running it across the finish line with the most fabtabulous, awesomeist cheerleaders surrounding me with hugs and phone calls and texts and prayers, all congratulating me on this major accomplishment.

Now, I have run 3 marathons, 2 half marathons, and dozens of other races, but this one was special. I may not have run as fast as I would like or have had the best finish, but this race is one that I am most proud of finishing -- I know that my ability to finish was indeed a MIRACLE.

BTW -- like my crazy CEP pink compression socks -- only the BRAVE and the strong can wear these puppies (he, he). They are my favorite. Ya'll gotta try them.

Please, let this be the answer to my prayers...

2010-08-29T22:32:00.000-07:00

I wrote this post on 4/18/2009 and wanted to share it now

I feel inspired to share one of the hardest and deepest and most heart wrenching struggles of my life. I hope that those reading this will understand the sensitivity and sacredness of this subject to me. Yet, for some reason, I feel that I must share this with you.

Beginning over 8 1/2 years ago I started to notice that my sensitive, loving, secure and brilliant 16 month-old son was changing. A once talkative and without-fear boy stopped talking, starting being afraid to being alone (even for a minute) and stopped eating everything in sight (instead he gaged on almost all his food). The worry of the young mother was discounted due to inexperience and sense that I was "over-reacting." After years of worry and the encouragement of my family, I started to get testing for my little boy. First came speech, then came psychologist, then PT, then school based testing.

Year after year I was told, "Hunter is special.... We really cannot put our finger on what is going with him.... He may be autistic.... He may have a learning disability.... We do not have any answers for you.... Well, let's put him on this med and that med even though it might not make a difference.... Oh, so that medicine isn't' making a difference, let's double the dose and add another one.... Since that therapy didn't work, we will try this.... Now let's get EEG's, EKG's, x-rays, full IQ testing, etc., etc., etc" The list was never ending and I kept asking myself, "Is all this stuff hurting him even more?"

Wonderful friends introduced to me methods new to me -- organic foods, special private tutoring with instruction on visual stimulus and whole body learning, music therapy, sensory integration techniques and on and on. My parents counseled me and fasted for us and prayed for us and received inspiration to help us. Yet, I still felt like I needed more answers and I needed to be able to help my son MORE.

The school system in MI was excellent for Hunter (PT, OT, speech, resource room, social groups, hand-selected teachers) but at times I thought to myself, "Is all this extra time that he is taken out of class benefiting him and helping him become an independent, socially adept individual?" Each area helped Hunter in many ways but still, we were missing something.

Then we moved to AZ -- which has been both a blessing and a challenge. We live in a little bit of paradise where we can enjoy the fresh and clean outdoors. Hunter has an amazing 4th grade teacher that shares much of my same concerns and has adapted his in-class education to fit his learning. But, due to budget restraints and limited resources, many of the vital aspects of Hunter's education has been withdrawn. No PT, no OT, no social groups and only supervision speech. I keep being told that Hunter is a smart boy that is too smart for the resource room but is still struggling with basic written language. So, we decided to get help for him out of the classroom. Three days per week tutoring and then driving 3 hours each way for an hour appointment with trained specialists. Each tip took Hunter out of his much needed school routine and class instruction.

I find myself crying more often than not when it comes to knowing what to do for my little man. As a mom, isn't my sole responsibility in life to protect and strengthen and enhance my child? Will this most precious child of mine grow to be a high function adult? Will he get a great job and be able to provide for himself? Will he have good friends? Will he be able to serve a mission? Will he be happy? What can I do now to help his future? Yet, each place I turn leads to unanswered questions and dead ends.

So, I have been praying -- praying for years and years in fact. Sometimes I find myself kneeling by his bedside while he is sleeping praying for him with all my faith and all my love. As a pear up at him through my tears, I feel deeply that he is a special spirit that was sent to me to love and help. I feel blessed everyday to be his mom. Yet sometimes I feel that I am failing miserably. Do I have what it takes to fight this big battle for my son? Am I the right person to have such a special responsibility? I plead to the Lord for strength and understanding beyond my abilities.

Last night was another one of those nights. I prayed and prayed to find answers and to be lead to make the right choices for him and for my family. Then came an answer that I have received several times. "Continue to pray, read your scriptures, speak softly and take the time to research your options."

This morning, during the usual Saturday early morning grading and email checking, I felt inspired to stop what I was doing and search the web. I typed in the address bar a very specific search and as soon as I opened the link, my eyes were drawn to a little paragraph. Immediately I started to cry. At first I thought, "what in the WORLD are you crying about now?" But almost instantaneous I realized that I was following the prompting of the spirit and was researching (just as I was instructed in my prayer last night) and I was given specific direction. I know that this Holy guidance, given my obedience and continued faith, will help my son.

I love you Hunter McKay! Thank you for choosing me to be your mom.

Just try it...

2010-08-29T21:03:00.000-07:00

maybe it's not the prettiest front flip off a wake and maybe he has never landed one but each time Ian wakeboards he always ends with a show. People ewe and ahh, kids clap and cheer and others laugh saying "what was that"?!? But at least he tries, gets a little closer to success and enjoys himself doing it.

In general I am definitely the OPPOSITE of Ian -- making sure I stick to solemn skiing because I know I won't fall and would never in a million years try a flip while I'm being pulled behind a ski boat at 33 mph. Yet, sometimes I think why don't I just try -- it's might be fun if I did. I probably will belly flop but would love the belly laughter from sheer disaster of the wipe out while being proud that I had the guts to do it.

In life, ofttimes I take the comfortable way out since it's easier, less risky, more popular, etc. but sometimes it need to take the leap of faith and just do it. Sing a little more, volunteer do to things out of my comfort zone, try a new task, talk to someone I normally wouldn't talk to, stand up for what is right, fill myself with full (not empty, time wasting) memories, and just laugh and pray my way through the failures.

Who wants to join me?

Its been a long, long time....

2010-08-29T20:44:00.000-07:00

since I have written on my blog. So many things has gone by. Almost 6 full months of no updates, no writings of funny things my kids say, no pictures, no written memories.

As I prepared for my gospel doctrine lesson (my new calling) I was impressed to be more diligent in sharing my memories and my testimony. I have learned so much since I have been blessed with such a difficult and humbling calling -- I would be remiss to not post some of my feeling each week.

This week we talked about Jonah. Aw, the stubbornness and fear of Jonah (sounds a little like me sometimes). I can relate in his fear of going to unfamiliar territory to share the gospel to those not of his faith (in actuality, to a historically brutal and totally barbaric society). It has always been difficult to me to be a member missionary. Could it be that I fear offending and alienating those I speak to? Will they value the Book of Mormon or discard is as something worthless? Will they challenge my very existence and make a mockery of my testimony? It may be a combination of all. I am sure that Jonah also asked these similar questions and even dug deeper as he feared for his life.

Yet today, while studying, I realized that missionary work is equal to LOVE. Love of our family, love of the gospel, love of mankind and love of Jesus Christ. I expanded my definition to only only include proselyting with a name tag bearing "Sister Brimhall" but it also includes teaching my children the gospel, being kind to strangers, having families over for dinner, seeking friends outside our church, attending the temple, participating in humanitarian efforts, laughing with a patient, and bearing my simple testimony of the gospel of Jesus Christ through posting on my blog so that maybe somewhere, sometime, someone may be touched by the Spirit that also touches me.

We are TOTALLY Before Braille...

2010-04-05T17:21:00.000-07:00

Groupies. A few months ago we were lucky enough to be in town for the 10 year reunion concert of Before Braille (my Bro's band). It made me feel like a young 20 year-old again -- getting ready at 10 pm to go out for the night 'til at least 2 am. Now, after a "late night out" I plop down on my bed around 10ish, barely able to brush my teeth due to absolute fatigue. I remember heading out the the concerts with my big fat prego belly and could feel Hunter kick like crazy to the music. Now, I have a beautiful jelly roll that (as Bo would say) is fat and fluffy that flops around with the slightest movement. Boy-OBoy do times ever change.

This time Hunter, Harrison (Kadan crashed and we could not wake him) and I loaded into the Yukon (a definite mommy car) XL (extended length to hold even more kids) and drove to Tempe. When we arrived we were treated like celebrates -- free CDs, buttons, stickers and then snuck backstage to hang out in the "holding room." Can I just say -- "How Totally RAD!?!"

We had a wonderful time head bangin' to the music as Dave rocked out with the mic or guitar. I must admit that I have ALWAYS loved to watch Dave perform -- he is totally and completely crazy -- body slams, airborn splits, etc. etc. Tonight, 10 years later, the intensity was the same while he entertained us with our favorites like "Good Night Quite Noise" and "Proventel." Dave even dedicated "Good Night Quite Noise" to his 3 awesome nephews.

Okay, gotta post this one real quick...

2010-02-24T21:12:00.000-08:00

So, we have been working on memorizing all the articles of faith since Addy was a toddler. Tonight I decided to give them a little incentive and since money definitely talks, I came up with a Disneyland fund. They can earn $1 for each article of faith and then save it when we go to Disneyland (sometime in the distant future).

Tonight, Kadan then Hunter then Addy passed off #2 like champs. Then it was Bo's turn. With tons of encouragement from the other kid-e-o's and lots of coaching she finally made it through with hand gestures, giving her beginning sounds to the words, etc. So, way she went (somewhat sheepishly and then ending with confidence):

"We believe that man will be punished (pounding her hand with her fist) for their own sins, not (waving her finger back and forth) for Adam's Transformers."

He, he, he!!! Gotta love it!

Feeling like the white rabbit on Alice in Wonderland...

2010-02-24T21:07:00.000-08:00

I'm Late, I'm late, for a very important date!!!!

Time is just going too fast. Not enough time to accomplish even 1/2 of what I need to do in a day. With kids birthday's, projects, school, after school activities, training for the Ragnar, work, online work, church, friends, radio talk shows, house chores, skiing every moment we can, errands, Dr's visits, etc, etc, etc I am just falling way behind. Not even enough time to post how precious and wonderful Hunter and Addy are to me (since their birthdays' are in February). I will try to catch up after my large relay race this weekend (that is a story all in itself).

Wish me luck!

Growing up WAY too fast...

2010-01-23T10:29:00.000-08:00

Can't we just freeze them right where they are? All my lovely kids are at the perfect age -- still completely innocent, think their parents rock, enjoy the little things, have a 8 o'clock bedtime, can clean their messes, love family home evening, think the "s" word is stupid and the "f" word is fart, love Santa and the tooth fairy, can still be carried up the stairs to bed, want to spend every minute with their mom, ski for free, aren't afraid of saying what is on their mind, can wear the same outfit 3 days in a row and still want to wear it again, have toothless smiles, get discounts at Disneyland, sneak into bed with me at night to cuddle, want to be read bedtime stories, sing in high pitched voices, let me fix their hair, carpool for play dates, love learning, have a special relationship with Christ.

Seeing this picture of Addy makes me realize that these precious moments are fleeting. With every day she gets smarter and stronger and braver and confidenter (I know it's not a word but it makes for a great parallel listing of information -- wink). So, bring on the cuddling, the loving, the giggling, the messing, the hair brushing, the books, the singing, the playing, the whining, the dancing, the gaming, the carpooling, the needing to spend every second of the day with mom for confirmation that they are the most wonderful, crazy, loving stinkers that are mine -- all mine!!!

Love you!!!!!!!

Let it SNOW....

2010-01-23T09:24:00.001-08:00

Three feet and counting! Yippee Ya-Hewey! I just love the snow. In my opinion, if it is going to be cold then there should be at least 2 feet of snowball packable, snowman making, igloo fort building, gloriously white snow on the ground (but not on the roads so I can at least get out to go shopping).

On Thursday, since there was no power and they had to cancel all of Ian's surgeries, Ian took the boys for a masculine weekend of fishing, hiking, hunting, etc. Little did they know that they would be evacuated from Roosevelt due to a flash flood and that all the roads to get back home would be closed due to rock slides, avalanches, etc. So, they are stuck in a little town of Pumkin Center (notice it is not pumpkin -- it is pumkin -- AZ hick at it's best) until at least Sunday afternoon if they are lucky and if they are unlucky, not until Tuesday. Hope you are having fun boys.

Us girls have hunkered down for a long, warm winter playtime. Addy, Bo and the neighbor girls (yeah for the Updikes moving into town and across the street) built a 6 foot fortress slide with a hidden tunnel that is "Girl Only" (well at least until the boys get home and take over). We've learned to make a fire in the fireplace, found all the flashlights in the house, charged the portable DVD Player and have the kerosene heater all put together just in case the power doesn't come back on for hours.

Yesterday I had to hire the big guns to plow me out of my drive so I could get to work. The simple plow on the front of the truck did not work (he actually got stuck in our driveway), so they brought in the beefy Caterpillar. Cute side note -- I told the boys about the Caterpillar digging me out and Kadan said, "No Way. A huge caterpillar is digging you out of the snow. Since it is so cold in Lakeside, I thought that they were in hibernation for the winter." LOVE, LOVE, LOVE the literal imagination from a child.

We are loving our "state of emergency" and cannot wait for the power to come back on at the Ski Resort and for the roads to be cleared so we can keep playing.

A few more Pagosa Pictures....

2010-01-22T18:07:00.001-08:00

this time with Bo in them too. Some funny Bo moments -- Brandy took Bo out to visit her brother during our little trip. From what Brandy tells us, she had them rolling the whole time. One such example was that she wanted a straw to drink her hot chocolate. When the reply was "Sorry Bo, we don't have any straws." She promptly said, "Well, you didn't even look." Then (I am sure fearing the famous Bo temper tantrums) she had all adults looking through the cabinets to check for the much wanted straws.

She also loved skiing -- up and down the magic carpet like a champ. Her favorite part -- hot chocolate and fishy crackers (always a much needed snack after a long day of skiing).
Hunter became Mr. 4-wheeler. He took to the bikes so quickly and is a champion rider. It always makes me happy when Hunter is able to find something that he can enjoy with little effort. Snow boarding at Wolf Creek was much more difficult than skiing at Sunrise -- with longer runs and thicker snow, he was definitely challenged on the slopes.

Kadan took to his air soft gun like no other -- setting up targets, shooting Ian (that was so FUNNY -- he even got a welt to prove it) and chasing Harrison. He also was partners in crime with Harrison in the only 4-wheeler incident of the trip -- laying the bike down since they took the corner too fast. We are proud to announce that there were no injuries. Tuckered after a few runs of boarding, Kadan, Hunter and I ate loads of junk food, drank gallons of hot chocolate and took silly pictures and videos of each other while we rested at the lodge. Harrison -- fly swatter extraordinaire (we had a huge fly infestation at the cabin -- total yuck). He rocked at boarding -- the only kid to keep up with Grandpa B. He was an amazing help the whole trip. I keep telling him that he is my 5th child.
Addy is fearless -- riding faster and faster on her bike, sledding down the largest hills, racing down the slopes (I couldn't even keep up) and venturing on to moguls (thanks to Ian). She is definitely in her element when she is in the snow.

Yummy, I just love....

2010-01-22T15:32:00.000-08:00

this favorite American treat -- well, not really, but I do have a funny story about it.

A couple Sunday's ago Hunter announced that Kadan got a cool treat from his teacher. Just seconds later, Kadan bounded around the corner, lifted up his cylindrical treat wrapped in tin foil and announced,

"Look mom, I got a Nick Knock?"

"A what?" I snickered.

"A Nick Knock," Hunter and Kadan said in unison.

Almost unable to control my belly laughter enough to speak I said, "You mean a Ding Dong?"

We just laughed and laughed. Sharing the little story with some friends as we walked out to our car kept the laughter alive.

Kinda sad that my 10 year-old and 8 year-old boys don't have a clue what a Ding Dong is but love how it was introduced with this hilarious mess-up!

Playing in Pagosa....

2009-12-29T08:58:00.000-08:00

during Christmas break -- Oh, what fun. With sledding right outside the back door and snow to our knees, we play until we're frozen solid, warm up inside with a cup of hot chocolate and new clothes, then outside again for tubing and "4-wheelering" (what Addy call 4-wheeling) .

Christmas Sunday...

2009-12-22T14:49:00.000-08:00

is always the best when we are visiting Grandpa J's ward to listen to the most beautiful and elaborate Christmas program -- I love it even more when Dad is the narrator. This year we stayed home (we are planning on a New Year's visit instead) and enjoyed the simplicity of getting dressed at home and going to our home ward. The program was simple yet sweet and I enjoyed singing in a special choir number. We were also grateful to have Harrison with us (even if he would not wear a vest to match the boys -- he, he!)

Merry Christmas to you!!!!

2009-12-21T16:15:00.000-08:00

We wish you a Merry Christmas and all the love and joy during this holiday season.

We LOVE Santa....

2009-12-21T14:32:00.000-08:00

and we loved going to the North Pole Experience this weekend. The kids were giggly, giddy, full of enthusiasm and all aglow during our portal experience that took us up to the North Pole. Filling our tummies with a Holiday smorgasbord of salmon, turkey, ham, roast beef and Yummy sugar cookies with elf stew (hot cocoa) then busily helping the elf's' make toys for girls and boys while caroling-caroling-as-we-went made for a Santa night to remember. We even brought our friends along (Tara and her two little gals) so share in all our fun.

Mrs. Clause Rocks!

Shining stars of Elf school :-)

Finally a freezing family smile...

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was captured for our Holiday cards. Living up north with limited shopping has delayed our family Christmas pictures so despite the freezing cold (my lens was fogging over making for blurry pictures) and over a foot of snow (keeping our tootsies wet), we donned our garb (without our warm coats and mittens) and took some really fast pictures (bribing the kids that if they smiled for just one more second we would get some ice cream -- it is never too cold for ice cream). Not my best but still lots of fun. I am pumped that I was able to get one on one shots with my kids.

The best sacrament meeting of the year...

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is always the Primary program. Indeed, it is wonderful to just sit all by my lonesome without having any child distraction but it is even more wonderful to sit proudly as each of your children say their part all by themselves and to hear them singing loudly so I can hear their individual voices. Here are some highlights:

After lots of practice Bo triumphantly pronounced "proclamation."
Addy would smile so sweetly each time she saw me watching her sing.
Kadan knew all the words to the songs and when bore his testimony of his baptism, he exclaimed, "I am a Son of God and know if I do my best to do what it right, I will always have the Spirit to be with me."
Hunter sang his heart out, with his hand outstretch towards his sides, eyes looking up towards heaven as he swayed side to side. Several individuals in the ward told me how much they enjoyed watching Hunter -- one said she was so touched that she cried. It was so sweet. I am definitely a proud mom.

Another fun thing in church today -- I was a pain in the tush before church, trying to get all the kids to church early (Ian was doing surgery). After feeling terrible about my orneriness, I prayed for forgiveness. My inspiration was that I needed to pray more earnestly and more frequently if I was to have the help of the Lord to be a calm and loving mom. Well, today I definitely had the opportunity. Ian was supposed to say the opening prayer but told the bishopric that he would not be there because of an emergency surgery. Yet, they forgot and had him in the program. So, at a moment, I volunteered to say the opening prayer for Ian. Then I was asked to say the closing prayer during Sunday School. Finally I was asked to say the opening prayer in Relief Society. It was awesome that I was given all these opportunities to raise my spirits and immediately practice obedience and faith.

Forget cleaning... Let's DANCE....

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With Addy's hip swinging hula to "Somewhere Over the Rainbow" to Kadan's head banging rock out with uncle Dave's "Goodnight Quiet Noise" to Hunter's air guitar knee slide to "Achy Breaky Heart" and Bo's boogie tushy shake to "Save the Last Dance for Me" we giggled and twirled and slide and played. Times like this are definitely worth ignoring the sticky marshmallow floors and cracker crumb counters and piles of backpacks and jackets scattered around the living room. Now that the dance party is over, I am wishing that the cleaning fairy would magically appear. Anyone have one that I can borrow?

Now, only my boys would....

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have one tape up his sisters and think it is funny (Kadan) and the other be horrified and try to rescue them immediately (Hunter).

Only girls would...

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make a box fort and embellish it with flowers. Gotta love girls!

Fasting and Faith....

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brings about great blessings.

I woke up this morning and actually remembered that it was fast Sunday (we had Stake Conference last week so it was moved to the 2nd Sunday). I was so proud of myself and knew that as soon as I rose from the bed, I would feel nothing but the sweetness of the Spirit. But, try as I might (sang church music, read books with the kids, watched conference talks, listened to the Spoken Word, turned off the TV and listened to church music, prayed), it just didn't come. So, at noon I thought, "All I wanted was to feel the Spirit today and still nothing. Well, just bag it. I'm starved so I am going to get something to eat."

Just as soon as my rebellious, bratty spirit voiced it's mind, guilt crept in and I decided to just be obedient and continue my fast. I laid down in my bed, watched a movie of Hunter's 9th birthday and tried as hard as I could to continue fasting.

We arrived to church early and sat all together while I still waited. Sang the opening song and the sacrament song and waited. Had a wonderfully reverent sacrament (this rarely happens with my rambunctious family) and still nothing. Then the first counselor started to bear his testimony as he read from 3 Nephi and the coming of Christ. Immediately I thought of Mosiah chapter 24 that I just read in last week's scripture study. But still, I didn't feel the warm tingling and the strong feeling of the Comforter that I was seeking. Next was the testimony from our Bishop, Bishop Flake. He encouraged us to have joy and try to change just a little bit of us to be better. Both testimonies were beautiful but still, where was the Spirit that I so desperately wanted.

Just moments before the Bishop closed his testimony Kadan started to speak to me. Normally, I would sternly whisper, "Shh" but I feel inclined to listen as he whispered to me, "Mom, you know you are never alone in your home because you have your family. And you are never alone at school because you have your friends. And even when you are all by yourself, you are never alone because you have the Spirit (he taps his chest softly) deep within you."

I was immediately overwhelmed, flooded by the Spirit of Testimony, I tried hard to hold back the tears and knew that he was the answer to my prayers.

I walked to the pulpit and bore my testimony. I would like to bear that now. I know that through obedience to Heavenly Father's commandments that we will all be blessed. Yet, we need to be patient, we need to be happy in long suffering, we need to invite the Spirit into our lives and we will be blessed. I know that if I had not been obedient in fasting that I may not have had such a wonderfully spiritual experience today. That through faith, diligence and obedience my testimony was strengthened. I thank the Lord that my son was able to feel the Spirit and was able to answer my prayers.

I would like to share some more tidbits of spiritual messages and moments of epiphany that I learned today (with pictures to break up some of the monotony of all this typing) In Stake Conference, the beautiful lady with broken English that gave the opening prayer said, "And bless that we will make it to our DESTINY in safety." I am unsure if this woman realized what a beautiful message she relayed with her simple mistake of wording. Instead of destination, she said destiny. I pray that we can all make it to our Destiny is safety.
Hunter came up to me and said, "Mom, I have been honest and have told to truth for over 5 years now. I have not even told a lie." I hope that in 5 years from now I too can exclaim "I have been honest and truthful for over 5 years."

In singing "Love at Home" as the opening song in relief society the second verse starts, "In the cottage there is joy, when there's love at Home." It did not read, "In the mansion" or "In the beautiful 4000 sq ft English Tutor with a media room and a 6 car garage" it simply said, "In a cottage" -- a small, quaint, home maybe even in a bit of disrepair, you can find joy. Joy is found through families and love and the gospel. Not in money or large houses or extravagant clothes.
I always get nervous when I sing and my lips start to quiver -- very embarrassing. As a result, I have been choosing to avoid singing in church. On Friday, Theresa asked me to sing "Walk Tall You're a Daughter" and I accepted. Later I find out that she woke up early in the morning and had the impression that I needed to sing in Young Women's at the end of her lesson. I prayed numerous times to be able to sing with the spirit and without a quiver. As soon as I started singing so did the quiver. As a said a prayer in my heart, I had the impression to look into the faces of the girls and sing -- angles were with me and I sang the song more beautifully that I had ever sung before.
During the YW lesson, Theresa and Sister Henderson talked about the iron rod being straight not bent. For the first time I realized that this is for 2 reasons. One is because we know that for the righteous the journey to Eternal Life is straight and leads us unequivocally by the Word of God. Yet, the second thing I realized is that having a the pathway narrow and straight also helps so that fall away. Ultimately, if the path was curvy and made lots of bends, it would be harder for those that have strayed to find it. Instead, Heavenly Father, in his brilliance and forbearance, provided a straight way to return. For, just like the north star, even in the darkness of night, if you follow direction of that star, you will not wonder in circles and will find your way.

Trick-or-treat...Thank you...Merry Christmas....

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Bo and Addy are Snow Angels, Kadan is Larry Fitzgerald and Hunter is Einstein.

Well, at least that is what Bo would say each time she went up to a door this year. I guess that any gift giving (whether it be candy or toys) makes Bo think of Christmas.

Halloween was fun this year -- lots of candy, tons of kids and fun with friends (the Johnson family). This Halloween, we finally found a neighborhood full of "regulars" (people that actually live here year round) and children so it made us think of the Michigan Halloween and running down the Mayes' street with a Kroger bag full of candy and homes changed to haunted mansions.

Now sing with me....

Halloween's coming Halloween's coming.

Ooo, Ooo, Ooo, Ooo, Ooo

Ghosts and Goblins

Witches and Bats

Will be after you... BOO!

Addy's lucky day....

2009-11-07T19:13:00.001-08:00

So, Ian and I have been trying to teach Addy how to ride a bike without training wheels for 3 years now. Whether it be fear or desire, we just couldn't get her to ride. But boy-o-boy was she the best scooter rider ever and could keep up with the boys on their mountain bikes.

Tonight Hunter and Kadan came running in the house proclaiming, "Mom, Mom. You won't believe this. Addy is riding her bike and learned all by herself."

I quickly put my laptop down and ran to the front door. To my surprise, there was Addy riding like a champ. "Woo Hoo, Addy May! You did it! You are so awesome! How in the world did you learn how to ride all by yourself."

"Well Mom, I just had to practice and practice and finally I can ride my bike.... It must be my lucky day."

P.S. kinda embarassing but if you look at Addy's outfit and notice that it is at sunset you will see that the kids stayed in the PJ's all day long. Yep, just one of those completely lazy days.

Kadan sweetness...

2009-10-31T20:57:00.000-07:00

Since Kadan's baptism, Kadan has read at least one column in his new scriptures each night -- never missing a day. Sometimes he comes up to my room at midnight (I thought he was well into REM sleep by then) with his scriptures in hand asking if he can read to me from the Bible. Of course, I cannot say no to such a lovely and simple request. So, ofttimes I find us cuddling as he reads ever so slowly, making sure that he sounds out all the difficult words by himself. Tonight we were reading in Genesis and he came across Jehovah. Carefully he sounded out the word. I could tell that the word "Jehovah" was relatively new to him so I asked, "Kadan, do you know what Jehovah means?"

"No... not really."

"It's another name for Jesus Christ."

"Oh," he says with a grin and then by change in expression I could tell he was contemplating something. After a moment he said, "Well.... I think I am going to say Christ every time I see Jehovah because (he chuckles) it just a lot easier to say. Don't you think so?"

I giggled in agreement.

Rough and tackle friendships....

2009-10-24T07:28:00.000-07:00

This football season has been a wonderful time for the kids. Not only did they learn hard work and discipline but they also learned the value of fun and friendships. About half way into the season, Hunter would make sure that we were at least 15 minutes early to practice so he could play with his friends. Kadan soon joined in the fun with his football fellas. They played Red Rover, Smear, tag, and all kinds of made-up games with a football. It was so fun to see these boys interact with each other. I found myself parking along side the fence to grinfully (my new word) watch. These times are what life is all about.

What is an ancestor?

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Hunter and I were on our way to school this morning and we had a fun conversation.

"Mom, I think I know why we only have ancestors (pronounced an-sisters) and not an-brothers. Because it would be weird to call our family grandsister and grandbrothers so we just call them an-sisters which means both brothers and sisters."

He is such a deep thinker -- I love to hear him give explanations for common terms of life.

First Comfort home decor party....

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was a wonderful success. It was a blast to talk about decorating and dreaming of cute houses while feeling our tummies with lots and lots of chocolate. I also loved decorating my house with all the holiday fun. Hunter walked in from school and said, "Wow Mom. This looks awesome. Can we have our house look like this all the time." Well, I wish I could but with piles of messes and rowdy kids, I am sure that it wouldn't look cute for long. I would love to share with you how things looked.

Oh, and one last thing -- look at this awesome chair that Annie designed -- just got it in this week. I totally LOVE it, especially with the crystal detail. But, it is much too cute to sit on and have my kids sticky fingers all over it so it is going to Annie's house in her bedroom -- I am definitely jealous :-).

Boy oh Boy am I OUT of it....

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when it comes to hip and cool music. I realized it when I was so excited about this brand new song I just heard and found out it was at least 2 years old. So, I am in desperate need of help. Can you gals help me by posting a dozen or so songs that are your favorites and are recent?

Kids play at the wedding...

2009-09-19T09:41:00.000-07:00

Karen's and Mike's wedding was a lot of fun and was in beautiful St. George. Did I ever say how much I love St. George? I am still trying to convince Ian that trading the pines in for the red rock is a must. After the rehearsal dinner the kids played at the golf course. It was so beautiful there and they loved running around making up all sorts of games. Here are some pictures of our silly crew.

De-Fence, clap, clap, clap....

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It's about that time -- yeah for football season! Since we moved to Pinetop too late last year, the boys missed the football season so this year we made sure that we registered early. The boys love it -- Kadan the hard hitter defensive end and Hunter the ball carrier. Addy also joined in the fun as a cheerleader and loves "standing on hands."

Just a few shots at the scrimmage game -- first game is this weekend.

A MUST do...

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I want to post this amazing photography weekend that my SIL Annelise is doing in October. The price is amazing and includes hotel. I just talked to Shannon (who is booking the class) and the class is almost full (only 2 places left). Would love to have one of you guys come with me. Here's the info:

Photography Weekend Getawayin Old Town Scottsdale

October 16-17, 2009(Friday evening—Saturday afternoon)

TRIP FEATURES: On-site instruction by professional photographer, Annelise Jensen

You will learn tips for using camera functions and for optimizing light, shadow, and angle to create unique and captivating photographs.

Group is limited to 10 to ensure one-on-one instruction. 1 night’s accommodation at Scottsdale Marriott Suites Old Town (all-suite hotel) Dinner at a nearby Scottsdale restaurant and breakfast at the hotel are included in rate. Also included is valet hotel parking.

COST: $175 p/person(based on double occupancy) Full payment is required to reserve your spot! Contact Shannon Howard at Palace Court Travel928-951-1434 • palacecourttravel@hotmail.com

Rates are based on double occupancy. Dining voucher worth $35 is included in rate (any charges over this amount must be paid by guest); dining taxes and gratuities are extra. Additional services charged to room must be paid by guest. If guest chooses, self-parking fees will be covered in lieu of valet fees. A $25 fee applies to all cancellations. Cancellations must be made no later than Wednesday, October 14, to receive a refund of $150.

Ms. K and Mike D's wedding....

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was such a blast. They are so cute together. I took this picture just after they tied the knot -- love the little grin on K's face. Best of luck guys -- keep on singin' and laughin' and dancin'

This was most absolutely beautiful sunset

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with all the colors of the rainbow and pillars of light streaming from the top of the clouds. It made me think about the 2nd coming. I am grateful that I had the opportunity to just stop and reflect on this beauty with Hunter, Kadan, Aunt Ginger and her new cute hubby.

Fun new Comfort chairs

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We just designed these down wing back chairs and linen 72" bench. The chair slipcover is in white cotton and the back is a thick linen with a custom stamp (No. 6 stands for my 6 member family and another damask pattern on the back of the other chair). The cozy bench was also to die for -- love the nailhead detail.

A mother's best moment...

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comes with each birth, each baptism, each little heart to heart talk with your little ones. I have been blessed with so many of these best moments lately.

Kadan's baptism was beautiful and I am so proud of him. We have had many mom and son talks over the last few days and each one touched my heart. He is so inquisitive now and tries so hard to do what is right. He is a sweet and wise boy.

Tonight we were reading the scriptures together (Kadan has a goal to read all the scriptures starting with Genesis) and had a precious moment. We talked about Jesus and talked about how Kadan was trying to follow his example. He then said, "Jesus is the greatest person on the Earth." He then started to talk about Jesus' Mom.

"Mom," he said, "Do you think that Jesus' Mom was the best mom on the earth?" I thought for a moment and said, "I bet she was the most amazing mom on the earth." Kadan then shook his head, smiled up and me and said, "No, I don't think she was the best mom because you are the best mom on the earth. Maybe she was second best."

I just love this little boy. He is so forgiving and so loving. I hope to be a righteous mother to him so he will continue to be proud of me. Love you Kadan.

Kadan's Baptism...

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will be on September 5 at the Pinetop/Lakeside Stake building. We would love to have our friends and family come up to visit us for this special event.

The beauty of prayer....

2009-07-30T15:36:00.000-07:00

Monday we had a family home evening lesson on saying personal prayers (I thought that this would help to encourage my rowdy kids to be a little more reverent and a little more spiritual). So, I printed out an little chart allowing them to "X" off each day this week if they said a personal prayer. Kadan (Mr competitive) was the first and after he disappeared for a few minutes up to him room he came downstairs beaming that he said a personal prayer. Then Kadan helped Bo say her prayers and Addy skipped to a private spot to say hers. Last was Hunter -- the contemplative one. After a little while he came to me and said,

"Mom, guess what. You can really feel the Holy Ghost when you say personal prayers. It makes you feel so good inside."

Our fisherman extraordinar...

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is Mr. Kadan. He can even catch fish with his bare hands. Let me explain....

We live next to a lake that is covered in moss but that doesn't deter Kadan. A few days ago he begged me to take him fishing so after he spent an hour getting the poles ready I just could not say no. So, away we went. First to the private fishing hole across the street then to the public dock a 1/2 mile away. With each cast he caught something -- MOSS. He was devastated. He wanted to catch a fish so bad but since the moss is so thick, every cast brought with it loss bait and tons of green foliage. I finally gave up and started walking home with the kids in tow but undeterred snuck away for a minute. To my surprise, Kadan came running towards me soaking wet just a few moments later with a little catfish. With the hugest little boy buck teeth grin he exclaimed, "I told you I would get one. I just had to jump in and scoop one up in the stream."

Way to go KADAN!!!

She's a keeper...

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The verdict is in... now that we have an electric fence to install and I have been smothered by puppy kisses, Sage is definitely a keeper.

Dog for sale...

2009-07-20T16:37:00.000-07:00

If my kids let me sale her. Anyone want a completely gorgeous puppy that runs faster away from you when you call her name, chews up car seats and scrapbooks, jumps on you, poops everywhere, barks all day just for fun, scratches your car and yanks your arm off when you try to take her for a walk? Other than that, she is a real jewel!

You know -- sometimes having a puppy is not all that it is cracked up to be and today is just one of those days. I love her but sometimes she completely gets on my NERVES and since we are not allowed to have fences where we live, it makes for a fun battle of wills when she is in one of her moods.

Happy 4th of July...

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just a few weeks late.

We had a wonderful 4th. Starting on the 3rd with the kids' 1st Rodeo (btw -- Kadan decided that bull riding just did NOT look very fun -- thank goodness for that). Then in the morning we went to the Show Low Parade and had the perfect location. We got tons of candy and soaked by the fire hoses -- just perfect for a warm summer day. After going to see Ice Age the meltdown we venture to the city fire works. Piled in the back of Ian's truck -- we had the most perfect view with an easy, no wait, way out of the parking lot.

Don't you just love the "oohs and ahhs" from your kids with each explosion of the fireworks? And "oh, that one is my favorite" or "whoa, that one was huge,"it's the finale"!!! I cannot count how many times I heard those phrases that night but I could hear them 1 million times more.

It was just a wonderful time.

Feeling a whole lotta love...

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from my little ones today. I was up in my bedroom vegging for my b-day and decided to check on my girls who were playing outside. When I went outside, to my surprise, they had a line of their favorite toys placed at the end of our driveway and a car pulled over to look at the items. I then heard Addy say as another car drove by, "Toys for sale for my Mom's b-day."

They where having a garage sale so they could make enough money to take me to get a pedicure for my birthday. How cute is that? Just lovin' these little kids of mine.

Some reunion fun...

2009-07-04T07:11:00.000-07:00

I mentioned in another entry what a wonderful time we had at the Jensen Family reunion. Now that I have downloaded the pictures, I can let you get a peak into all the fun that we had. I can honestly say that it was one of the best times of my life -- one of those moments that when you look back on it, you smile. As I post these pictures I want to go over some of the highlights:

Hunter catching the first sand dollar -- we were all in awe. They are so cool.
Playing soccer on the beach with Champion Uncle Dave and back-up Aunt Annie. Kadan kept trying to steal the ball (being the ultimate competitor) and unexpectantly got a cannonball to the chest.
Hunter and Addy learning to fly a kite with Aunt Karen.
The marvelous game of PIT where Jody finally one (after several years of losing streaks) and dove across the table to hit the bell.
Chicken fights in the ocean.
Old guys verses young guys in basketball with the Old guys being victorious
Endless relaxing family time
The Ridiculous sunburns of Jack, Miranda and Nick and rejoicing for the invention of sunshirts (and my kids wearing them) so that everyone else slept well at night.
Uncle Jay (just after a total shoulder) and Cousin Darsha (making a 12 hour journey with 5 small children) definitely win the troopers of the reunion awards
Awesome t-shirts designed by Dave that made us look so cool in the pictures
The family tree presentation -- with all the memories, laughter and tears of over 4 generations -- I cannot wait to see the quilt!!!
Beach time and more beach time.
Chatting with Katie
The "back-hair" story of Dad and Uncle Carl -- I laughed until I cried.
The car rental experience -- one thing about Jensen's -- when they feel like their is injustice they band together then fight and fight until they are victorious.
Singing (of course with perfect harmony -- Jensen's LOVE to sing) for Father's Day.

More to come...

My absolutely beautiful Nanny....

2009-07-03T21:40:00.001-07:00

Now, I must be a little prejudice about her -- but my Nanny is the most BEAUTIFUL great-grandma in the whole world. She has more energy, more spunk, and more southern charm than any woman that I know. You just have to hear her talk in her sweet southern accent.

(btw -- I want to inherit this painting but I may have to arm wrestle my Aunt Bobby for it)

It was such a joy to spend time with her when we were in Columbia. She was so sweet to Hunter. She just sat there nodding and smiling, asking him tons of questions as he talked all about our Jensen reunion (and you know that when Hunter gets started -- he can talk for hours). She welcomed all his hugs and gave him tons of kisses. Now, this is the perfect type of Great-Grandma for Hunter. He just melted with her around. I love you Nanny -- thank you for these tender moments.

Isn't she the MOST beautiful BABY in the WHOLE world?

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Ha, Ha, Ha!

Aren't these the worst? Addy used to make this face when she was sitting in the high chair. Tia and I would get such a kick out of it and would be laughing so hard that she would do it over and over and over again. Thank goodness this little silly face grew up to be this little silly face

Now, just one more just because I am going down memory lane today. This is a trip that we took to the White Mountains during medical school. Tia had a little bun in the oven (Jake). As the boys fished, Tia and I got lost for hours. It was such a blast!

This made me cry...

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I hope that you enjoy it too.

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Jensen Family Reunions really ROCK....

2009-06-22T20:46:00.000-07:00

I am so grateful to be part of my amazing Jensen Family. With over 60 crazy family members under one beach front space -- we had the time of our lives. We fished with large nets, dug for crabs and sand dollars, swam in the ocean for endless hours, ate and ate some more, played PIT (yippeeeee), sang together, talked for hours, slept a little and laughed a lot. It was like time stood still from our last Utah reunion in 2005 and we just picked up where we left off -- with a few more kids, a few more inches and a few more wrinkles -- the laughter and the conversations were never ending. What a time we had in Seabrook Island, SC. I cannot wait until the next reunion in 2012.

Now just LOOK at this fabulous crew :-)

The loo for FREE....

2009-06-09T16:09:00.000-07:00

what a great find in Paris :-). Shannon just sent me this picture and I just had to post it (along with the thousand other pictures I took in Europe). Isn't this one funny.? In America we take advanage of the simple things like free potties and toilets with lids. I just LOVE the USA.

Love FHE...

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especially tonight.

After a long baseball game we returned home after 9 pm and had a whirlwind FHE. Reading from 2 Nephi, we talked about prayer -- when to pray, how to pray, why we pray. The kids were totally excited talking about how Heavenly Father and Jesus are there for us always and that if we keep our promises we can have the Spirit to be with us.

After prayers the kids quickly went to bed and after they were all dressed and bundle up in their beds, Addy called out, "Boys, don't forget to say your prayers."

Yeah! FHE works :-)

Lovin' LONDON....

2009-05-19T15:19:00.000-07:00

I am sitting here in the beautiful West side of London and wondering how I got so lucky to be here. It is such an amazing city and full of such deep culture. I have loved hearing about the cathedrals, the pubs, the streets, the castles, and all the history. Tonight I was fortunate enough to go to the Ceremony of the Keys -- a 600 year-old tradition of "locking up" the tower of London.

I would love to write more but time is money in this Internet business office. I will fill in much of the missing details and experiences when I return home from the Mother Country to the grand USA!!!

Another Howdy...

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from my four little Rascals.

Having to lie in bed...

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is one of the BEST Mother's Day gifts ever. Ian has all the kids making me breakfast in bed (thanks to Hunter requesting it last night) so I am confined to my bed to not ruin the surprise. I just MUST to this more often.

UPDATE: I just got smothered with loves and giggles from my kids. I had a delicious bacon and avocado omelet compliments of Chef Ian, wonderful handmade cards from Hunter and Kadan, a paper airplane and a little purse with her hand print (thanks to Mrs. Reinhold) from Addy and a mismatch pink heart sock, pencil and pencil sharpener from Bo. I have everything I want and need for this Mother's Day.

UPDATE #2: As I lay typing in my bed Addy comes up and asks, "Mom, where's the lotion?" After my answer, away she runs. Then less than a minute later, Addy and Bo come in my room with globs of lotion and start rubbing my feet and arms. Did I say that I just LOVE Mother's day and LOVE my kids!!!

Lovin' school day mornings....

2009-05-10T09:12:00.000-07:00

I must admit that getting the kids up and ready for school is not my favorite time of the day. Just the stress of having to get up early, eat, get dressed, find shoes, make sure they did all their homework (instead of just the one page they told me they had), feeding Sage and then running to the bus gets a little too rushed and a little too crazy.

I just love mornings where the kids get enough sleep, where they are happy to wake up and where we have enough time to talk and to play and to get ready. The other morning was one of those such mornings. Hunter woke up early to catch a little TV before the morning rush. Addy required just a little tickle and a little kiss to wake up with a smile. Kadan only ducked under the covers once before he jumped out of bed happy. Bo woke up all by herself and came downstairs running to me to give me a huge hug. They ate all their breakfast, got their own snacks, put their own shoes on and was ready for the bus 10 minutes before it came. YEAH!

When Addy was finally finished with putting on her latest style trends she bounded down the stairs looking so pretty. I just HAD to take a few pictures of her. Bo then popped in for a few and last came Kadan. Hunter was just too worried that he would miss the bus so he escaped the snap shoots -- now I wish I would have run out to him and taken just a few. I just love easy, breezy, unrushed school day mornings.

Look at the fun toothpaste beard on Kadan -- sweet :-)

Giddy Up...

2009-05-10T09:00:00.000-07:00

My kids just LOVE horses -- everything about them. Since taking their first ride with Grandpa Brimhall during last summer, they have been completely hooked. Last fall we found an amazing riding instructor and the kids have enjoyed learning how to handle the horse. With the cold winds and muddy ground, we had to put our weekly rides on hold. Almost daily Addy would ask, "When are we going to go horseback riding again? Can we go tomorrow?" Well, Friday, we returned to the huge new arena to ride again. It was a complete blast! They played red light, green light, went around the barrels, and galloped. As each one dismounted they laughed about how sore they were and walked bow-legged like real cowboys.

A little more hipping and hopping...

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from Easter morning.

Who really wants to PARTY with Shade Clothing and...

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whatever vendors you want? We have amazing deals and amazing options for you all if you want to party. Want to get Shade shirts Buy 3 get one free? How about webkinz? Or little gifty items for your home or your child's b-day party? I must admit that we do have some GREAT stuff. We'll make it simple for you and give you some great "rewards" just for hosting. So, who's in?

"Mom, do you know what my favorite holiday is?"

2009-04-30T12:59:00.000-07:00

Addy asked while we were driving home from school.

"Hum, I don't know Addy Maddy... Which one is it?"

"Mother's Day," she exclaimed, "because I get to make a special pot and put pretty things in it as a surprise for you and... because I just love you mom."

"Thanks Sweetie, I love you too. And what is your next favorite?"

She didn't have to think very hard about this answer and promptly responded, "Christmas."

WOW -- Mother's day out ranks Christmas. What a special girl I have that loves me :-)

Yee Haw....

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look at my cute cowboy Kadan -- he even has a cute cowboy name. Today was a wonderful 2nd grade program. The kids sang and danced and performed their hearts out. Kadan played the "bad cowboy" and was absolutely amazing -- he was rough, he was tough, he was Mr. Wild West. Tonight we tried to watch the video for FHE and I completely deleted the whole program. I am practically in tears right now but would love to share some of the pictures that I took just after the program. What a handsome and tough cowboy!!!

Hippity, hoppity, Easter came this way...

2009-04-18T00:56:00.000-07:00

I must admit that I missed MI Easter and all the fun friends, filling eggs, yummy cookies from Tia, games from Hil, invites with Amy, etc., etc. Yet this year it was family Easter. Starting with coloring Easter eggs and then making the 3 hour travel to the valley. Then waking up early at Grandpa Brimhall's to rummage through the Easter baskets loaded with little toys and candy and then sitting together with my mom and siblings to watch my Dad perform in the Easter program and then double lunches with both families and finally ending with the most reckless Easter egg hunt with my family (I even got bit my my sister Annie while trying to steal an egg out from under her) -- we did have a marvelous time.

Kadan was kid egg hunter champion with 37 eggs and Hunter, much to my surprise, was the adult egg hunter champion with 43 eggs (just 1 more than the reigning champion, Uncle Dave).

Last pictures first

I'm goin' miss all his curls...

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when I cut his hair tomorrow. I just love Hunter's dark curls! But, these curls definitely get unruly during the day and he wants to have a missionary hair cut -- so tomorrow the shears are coming out.

Who wants to have a party?

2009-04-14T11:56:00.001-07:00

Good Morning gals -- who wants to party? We are finally launching our Comfort Inc website and are hosting in-home parties. At the parties we will bring lots of fun furniture books to browse through, some examples of home decor items, picture frames, give aways, and have a little decorating informational discussion on decorating "how to's." The hostess will, of course, get reward dollars toward purchases of items.

Here is just a sneak peak of some of the fun items we will be discussing -- more peaks to come later!

So, who's ready to open their house and have a night of decorating and dreaming?

Sometimes unplanned photos of your kids are the best...

2009-04-08T21:26:00.001-07:00

I just grabbed them (and bribed them that I would only take a few pictures) while they were playing in the front yard at grandpa's house. They definitely held me to the "few pictures" promise. These are by no means perfect but I love some of the personality I got from them (esp. Kadan's ornery look and Bo's silly faces -- Addy and Hunter are always picture ready and easy to photograph).

Okay, well, I must admit that I do have a little issue with speeding...

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and today I realized that my kids also know that I do drive fast. Taking Addy to school she said, "Wow, Mom, you really know how to push on that pedal. I am whipping back and forth in my seat when you go around the corners."

Oops -- guess I better slow down. Gotta keep this cute little girl safe.

Another conference moment, this time from Hunter....

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completely touched my heart. When President Monson was talking during the Sunday morning session, I peered over to Hunter and saw little tears coming from his eyes. He looked up at me and asked, "Mom, is he telling a real story? Did that mom's little 3 year-old child die when laying right next to her?" I informed him that the story was true and he started weeping. We just cuddled and listen to the rest of the story about a German woman after WWII that lost her children, one by one, as she made a 1,000 mile trek from Prussia to West Germany. Each mention of the loss of the child brought more tears. We held each other close and cried together, for our hearts were touched by the struggles of this great woman and her strength to go on.

After conference we had a sweet discussion of Heaven and how we have a loving Heavenly Father that allows us to live with each other forever. Isn't Heavenly Father's plan so wonderful and full of love? I give thanks everyday for this knowledge that families are together forever.

Another fun Conference snuggle moment....

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came from Kadan. Will all the kids making pillow forts on the bed and being a little rambunctious, I was trying to get them to be quite and listen. So, I started to ask questions about the speakers. Then President Monson came on the TV and I asked, "Kadan, Who's that." He quickly and confidently responded, "He's the new prophet and his name is Thomas Edison." HA, HA!!! But if you really think about it, when you say his name fast it is Thomas S and the S could be mistaken for Edison, right?

Here's my cool dude!

Boo...Hoo...Hoo...Sob...Sob...Sob...My little boy is growing up to be a man

2009-04-04T23:02:00.000-07:00

Let me explain (He'll probably kill me for this when he is older but it was so cute that I had to share).

Today as we were all snuggling in bed watching General Conference, Hunter squeezed up next to me and put his arm around my shoulders. After a while I noticed a little something -- something odoriferous. First I made sure it was not coming from me and then I took a little snif near Hunter's underarm.

"Oh, Hunter," I said, "It looks like you are becoming a teenager."

"Really mom? How?" Hunter asked.

"Well, you are starting to smell like a teenager under your arms. It is time to get you some deodorant."

"Cool."

Fast forward about 4 hours later.

"Mom, you know what, I really am becoming a man. I took a little sniff under my arm and I smell like a man," said Hunter.

So, after a quick shower we had a little discussion of deodorant and I showed him how to put it on. He giggled and we had a great son-mom moment. So, what's next? Girls, shaving, driving, dating -- holy cow!!!! Can't we just slow time so I can keep him little for just a while longer? Isn't he just so handsome?

Rope table -- for Julie

2009-04-02T22:46:00.001-07:00

Hey Julie -- here is a better picture of the rope table. I am going to have to call to see about the finish. It does come in a 84in table that should fit at least 8 (other sizes are a 54 and a 72). Check the comments and I will give you pricing.

Letter "C" tagged....

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thanks Ann -- this should be a lot of fun. Let me see if I am good with alliterations.

10 things I like that start with the letter "C" (these are in no particular order)

#1 (this one is easy) CHOCOLATE (most importantly when it is Tia's chocolate chip cookies)
#2 Christ
#3 Cameras (camcorders, digital cameras -- you name it, I love it)
#4 Clean house (esp. when someone else cleans it for me)
#5 Church music
#6 Chicago (esp. when we go there for Time Out for Women)
#7 Cheap deals on flights, hotels and just about everything else
#8 Cute clothes
#9 Cherries from Emmette Idaho
#10 Comfort Inc (my furniture store)

Now I tag
Courtney -- letter "S"
Dana -- letter "D"
Stacey -- letter "P"
Cindy -- letter "T"

Just LOVIN' Spring break x 2...

2009-03-30T18:41:00.000-07:00

(the x's 2 comes from the fact they we "celebrated" 2 instead of the one that the school gives us). We have had a complete blast this year during spring break. Starting 1 week early, Annie, Harrison and Ryan came up to hang out and go spring skiing. We even played hooky from school on Monday -- you just cannot pass up great snow and 60 degree weather. Best thing is that there was light snowfall just a couple of days earlier. It was a PERFECT day -- all 3 older kids are now boarding or skiing better than their mom and little Bo is completely ski "independent." It took much coaxing from Bo to finally let her go and to my great surprise, this little three y/o took off (even turning). YEAH! I have 4 skiers now!

Then came our real spring break -- going to the valley is always the best vacation. We just chilled for 4 days, ate a yummy BBQ from Brett, went to the Caddy's beautiful wedding, had a girl's night with awesome Karolyn, shopped, and hiked with Grandpa J. I was totally impressed by my kids' ability to hike up Ussery Pass -- they kicked my tush going 'round the mountain. I just love the little red faces of my kid-e-o's after they finished the hike.

Just Lovin' on Papa PJ!!

Little Miss Rosebud & Addy...

2009-03-28T07:28:00.000-07:00

make such a cute pair! I still have to giggle too myself about this whole worm as a pet idea, but.... she has decided (based on her teacher's encouragement) to let it "play" out in our yard. Before that point, we will have to have a little heart-2-heart chat about how worms love gardens and love to dig and may not be found again (I get sad for her just thinking about it).

I did get some fun pictures of the pair....

Addy's new pet (I just HAVE to get a picture of her with it)...

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is a worm -- a big, fat, huge, slimy earthworm that she got from her teacher Mrs. Reinhold. She carries it with her everywhere including the store, to church (thank goodness that I caught her before she took it in there) and now to our trip to the valley. She changes the soil, gives it leaves to "eat" and checks on it all the time. She even named it Rosebud -- how funny.

The night before we came down to the valley to see all the family Addy came up to me and asked, "Mom, grandma's allergic to dogs, right? And cats too? But she's not allergic to worms, is she mama? I really want to show grandma my new pet."

So sweet -- thinking of grandma and making sure that the new pet will be okay to bring to grandma's house. I just love my prissy, rough-n-tumble gal!!!

I just sat down for a long night of grading and found this...

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What an awesome surprise! This little note melted my heart. How did he know the exact place in my large black notebook in which I was working or even have a clue that in this tattered notebook is where I go nightly to keep my grades? I just love this little guy -- he always gives me little surprises.

(BTW -- all these F's do not mean the grade for the students. It meant that they turned in a particular assignment -- I'm not that mean of a grader)

Hunter's 1st Violen Concert...

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was so exciting. He was all dressed-up looking dapper and just so mature. How in the world did he get so tall so fast? As he played he would peek up from the music and give me a little grin -- how sweet!!! This was definitely one of those "mom's most proud" moments.

And the GRAND prize winner is....

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Dana with her #7 post. Since I just love the number seven (being born 7/7/73 --making me old in Bo's book), I just had to pick that number.

But don't you fret -- I actually planned on giving a little prize to all those that posted (since I love you guys). So, please send me your address so I can ship out the wonderful prizes.

"Mom, you too cute..."

2009-03-10T13:43:00.000-07:00

said Bo as she rode on my "piggy back."

Then she continued, "Cuz you fluffy and you O-d."

WOW -- what a compliment!!

Bye, Bye forever UOP...

2009-03-03T11:27:00.000-08:00

I cannot believe I finally did it -- no more teaching for University of Phoenix.. I have been talking about quitting UOP for about 4 years now and I finally decided that enough was enough. Working long hours into the night was just healthy for me or my family. So, last Friday, I decided that it was time. Believe me, I am going to miss the little amount of money I got from teaching with them but hopefully the furniture business will pick up the slack. Maybe I will pick up some home health clients and get back into hands-on PT.

I am proud to say that at this point, I am staying with ATSU and hope to be able to devote more time and energy to these exceptional students.

Just thought I would share!

HAPPY Blog B-day Give Away....

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is today! Thanks to Tia, I have been informed of some blogging etiquette and one of those it to do a give-away on your blog's b-day. So, if any of you want to have some fun, I will send you out a little something as a thanks for listening to all my ramblings this past year. It may be something seasonal (maybe even Easter related) or something for the house. I just can't decide.

If you want in you have 48 hours (maybe I'll even give you until Saturday) to send a little response to this post that includes your name and your favorite story of the year . I will then pick randomly from the individuals that posted something and then let you know the winner.

Have fun and GOOD luck!

Just LOVIN' this new line from...

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Skout (the company that takes old and recycled linens and makes amazing furniture). She just sent me over this wonderful line and I love it!!! We are also working on some custom designs just for Comfort and I am so excited. I just have to get all my creative juices flowing and come up with something spectacular. Maybe a really cool tufted headboard or some great upholstered coffee tables/benches. If you have any fun ideas -- I am definitely open. (BTW -- Tia, this line would look awesome in your house esp. in your living room with that awesome extra deep sofa and most totally cool PB entertainment center).

Happy B-day baby girl....

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my little Miss Addy Mae. Can't she just stay little forever? She is my little side kick, my chief, my peacemaker, my ballerina, my reader, my little sweet heart. Love you my 6 year-old darling!

I vow that today is the last day of my...

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complete and utter laziness when it comes to my exercise program (well there is not an actual program in place yet, but I vow that I will not sit on my rump and not exercise for almost a year again). I am letting you all know so that you will keep me on the right track. How you might ask? Well, let me tell ya.

When I see the leftover b-day cake sitting on the kitchen counter just calling my name, I vow that I will not finish off the whole pan just because I LOVE homemade cakes.
I vow that I WILL get dressed and take a shower every day. I will even try to put on a little makeup and will NOT walk the kids to school in my PJs.
I will exercise at least once (now if I set my goals low then I will be able to accomplish them right?) a week so that someday, somewhere I will be able to run 3 miles straight and say "that was a great short run, let's climb Camelback Mountain now."
Barring all pregnancies and additional thyroid issues, I vow that my current weight will be the heaviest I will be EVER again.
I vow that NOT be obsessed about my clothing size or how much I weigh on the scales (even though being a size 6 again would be awesome) as long as I eat right and exercise. It's more important to feel good than to look good anyway, right?
And last, but definitely NOT least, I vow to get to bed before 1am every morning. I will even try to get to sleep before 11pm because early to bed and early to rise makes me healthy... and wise AND less grumpy!!!!

So, who's with me? Wanna check up on each other once and a while to see if we are treating ourselves and our bodies right?

Great Photo Opportunity in NY...

2009-02-22T16:49:00.000-08:00

So my sister-in-law (an amazing professional photographer) is planning on a photography seminar and NY camera play time in September. Here is what she said:

New York in September!

I am so excited for this trip to NYC, I haven't been there in quite awhile. And we are going during one of the best seasons - the weather is beautiful in September!
So I got the for-sure details!

We will be staying at a super neat hotel, The Warwick hotel, that is very centrally located for 3 nights (Sept 4 - 7)on-site instruction from a professional photographer and a lot of one-on-one time so you know everything you can get out of your specific camera.

The tour also includes:

Broadway show of your choice
Entrance to the Met and the Empire State Building
Transportation to and from the hotel/airport

All of this is going to only be $1024 per person (not including airfare). We worked really hard to get the price this low, it's really an incredible deal. This is for double occupancy - triple or quad occupancy is even cheaper per person.

This is limited to 14 travelers

Oh Yah -- we went to Market in Vegas...

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and found some GREAT stuff. Yippee. The only bummer is that we totally decided to go on the wrong day (we went on the last day hoping to get some great specials and have less traffic) since by noon, all the retailers were closing shop early. But we still found the most amazing upholstery line (Nathan Anthony -- bummer that I can't show pictures of them yet -- they can interchange nailheads to crystals to add pizazz and have fully organic lines -- including mattresses. And talk about cozy -- some of the best fabrics I have every felt), children's furniture (alligator enterprise and relics furniture were my favorites) and shabby chic companies (check out the pillows by skout -- they are made from old military blankets, gunny sacks, etc. The also have amazing furniture lines). We are just lacking in the Tuscan style category but that's okay -- it gives us another excuse to venture to LA for their market in March.

So here are just some quick peeks of stuff that we LOVED -- and believe you me this is just a minuscule peek since most of the items that we saw and the companies that we found have to still send us their pictures and update their websites for their new lines. Most of the pictures does not even do the items justice.

Happy, Happy B-day to my sweetest...

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boy in the world. If time permitted tonight I would love to post a little tribute to my little man -- I MUST to it later. I just love Hunter so much. I thank the Lord every day for the opportunity to be his mom. He gives me strength and calms my heart -- making me a better mom. Love you BUDDY!

Thanks to Target -- my most FAVORITE store...

2009-02-16T21:04:00.000-08:00

I had this little conversation with Bo. Since we went to the valley this weekend, I just had to make at least 2 trips to Target (I actually had 3 planned but due to the potential for bad weather up the mountain, we had to leave early without our final Target run). On the 1st trip I filled the cart with some needed items including new church shoes for the girls and tights. After unpacking tonight I have Bo her spoils. She was so excited that she had to sleep with her sparkly shoes and hot pink tights. Just before she went to bed she came up to me and said, "Mom, you a good buyer. Thanks for all my cute things."

I then asked her if she was a good "buyer" and she said "no, I am a good wearer." Indeed -- she is so right. She puts together some fun, fun outfits and I just love buying them for her.

"Good night mom, sweet dreams....

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I love you and... (long pause) I have a crush on you," Kadan sweetly said as he ran out the door after giving me a kiss.

The rest of the conversation went something like this...

me -- "You get back here young man and give me another kiss."

With a sweet squeeze I was able to ask him some questions.

me -- "do you know what a crush means?"

K -- "Yep, it when you like someone very, very much and you want to marry them. Just like when dad married you -- he had a crush on you."

me -- "so you love me and want to marry me?"

K -- giggle, giggle "yes, but don't tell anybody, okay mom?"

Oops, I just HAD to tell. How sweet!

So, I am feeling like a total LOSER mom...

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tonight. "Why?" you might ask -- well, let me tell you why.

Hunter's 10th birthday is tomorrow and Addy's 6th birthday is on Saturday and for the first time in my children's life, I have not planned a "real" birthday party for them. I usually go all out with made-by-hand invites, some fun handmade item for the kids to take home, tons of yummy food and all out splendor. This year I am at a loss. Finding friends has not come easy for Hunter so I don't want to "push" the issue of having a large party if it will stress him out about who to invite. So then I'm thinking "I can't have a huge party with all Addy's new girlfriends just 5 days after Hunter's birthday. It's just no fair to Hunter." So, what should I do? How can I make his day special tomorrow? I've asked him but he says, "I don't know." His one request was to get some Dual Master cards and go to Chick-fil-A. So, is that it? Will that be his big hoop-la for turning 10? Man, Oh Man -- I just feel sad about it.

Let it Snow, Let it Snow, Let it Snow!!!

2009-02-10T18:02:00.000-08:00

Did I ever express just how much I LOVE the snow. In my opinion, if it is cold then it should snow. Even if the snow was 10 feet high and I had to dig my way out of my house -- I would say, "Keep it COMIN!"

Today was like a dream -- it snowed and snowed and snowed HUGE flakes. Those wonderful sticky flakes that lets you build the most awesome forts and the roundest snowballs. My kids loved every minute of it and I loved watching them out the bay window in the kitchen all bundled up, completely enjoying the absolute quite and giggled by myself as I watched them push the sled down the little hill and flop down to make a perfect snow angel. It was snowing just too hard to take outdoor pictures (I made that mistake once and almost ruined my camera permanently) so, I captured their little red faces and huge, tired smiles as they came in out of the cold to drink yummy hot chocolate.

Shade vs. Down East Basic Tee's

2009-02-10T17:15:00.000-08:00

So, I need your opinions. We are thinking about getting a t-shirt and clothing line (one of the wonderful ones that you can use to wear under all your clothes to make sure that you are modest -- they also have great modest dresses, bathing suits etc) and need to know which one may sell the best. So, which one would you choose?

Shade Clothing -- better quality, more fashion colors and design choices but approx. 20% more expensive

Down East Basics -- more reasonably priced, designs very similar to Shade, less expensive dresses

Yeah! Basketball starts again...

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and the boys are absolutely loving it. They eat, sleep and talk about basketball all the time. I just had to get a shot of them on their first game day.

He has a plan...

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Kadan came to me tonight and said, "Mom, I am going to read the whole big red book (meaning the Book of Mormon) and I am going to do it before I turn 21."

Then an hour later he came back down, book in had, and said, "I am going to read every night and I am going to finish by the time I am 10. I just know I can do it."

What an awesome goal buddy -- I am so proud of you!

Please remind me to NEVER ever EVER...

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tackle painting my kitchen cabinets again. What an extremely time consuming, ignore-the-other household-responsibility while creating, clothes destroying and carpal tunnel syndrome making experience. Day after day after day after day I paint, wipe up spills, eat a little, paint some more, holler at the kids to stay way, paint again, sleep a little, wear the same outfit (totally yuckiness), and then paint some more. It takes FOREVER! Then, silly me decided to do a little antiquing and staining/highlighting which takes even more time and then requires a final lacquer top coat.

Yet, despite the pain I am excited about my bright new kitchen. The kitchen before was pretty but just so dark (black appliances, dark oak stain, black granite counter tops, dark slate back splash, black drawer pulls and deep burnt orange walls). Since I NEED light, I just had to do something. So, out came the cream. I just cannot decide on the knob and pull colors -- I am thinking either crystal or a more modern stainless steel. I will have to post picture when I finish.

Oh, I did get some pix of the kids helping -- they are GREAT helpers and we only ruined 2 winter coats and a pair of jeans in the process before I got smart and stripped then down to their undies.

Kids say the FUNNIEST things...

2009-01-28T20:23:00.000-08:00

and my kids have been bringing them all out lately. Here is just one giggler from each one of my kids.

Bo -- Sitting in the car seat while heading to drop Ian off at work, Ian asked Bo is she wanted to come to work with him. As firm and determined as a little 3 year-old can be she said, "D A spells no."

Addy -- While intently doing her kindergarten homework packet, I over heard her spelling her name out loud. It went something like this, "A...d...d...a little humpty...s...y...n."

Kadan -- On Saturday I made the children omelets and Kadan was totally pumped. After his first bite he said, "Ohhhh, mom, this tastes like heaven."

Hunter -- While doing some home renovations (fixing cracks in the drywall, replacing pipes under the sink, etc. etc. etc) he asked, "Mom, how old is our house in house years?"

me -- "House years?"

H -- "Yeah, you know like dogs have dog years so houses have house years."

me -- "I think they are the same as people years so that makes our house 6 years old."

H -- "Oh, that makes sense because even when they break down they still last a long time. But, you know what, I think car years are like 10 people years because dad's car is only 7 years old but the seat belts don't work and it is looking kinda old."

me -- "You know, that's probably right. What smart thinking, Hunter." -- Don't you love how wise and literal 9 year-olds can be?

My sister the WORLD traveler...

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has just started a blog. Her ideas are so fun -- talking about tips, hints, price savers, goods and bads of trips. With her artistic writing style, I just know it will be a great resource for all. Her blog address is http://savvytravelmom.blogspot.com. Hope you find it as fun as I do.

I just LOVE looking for furniture companies...

2009-01-27T14:07:00.000-08:00

if I only had clients -- ha, ha! Ian's says that I am my best client and I must agree. If I had a house large enough and an unlimited budget I would keep getting more fun things.

Now that we have been searching high and low for tons of companies we are finding such fun furniture and accessories. I just can't wait until the website it done so you all can see all the cuteness. I have TONS of favorites but am going to post a few fun ones that I thought were totally unique.

I just adore this candelabra -- it reminds me of Phantom of the Opera for some reason. I am getting one to put on my piano so I can light the candles in darkness of night and pound on the keys making eerie music (the eeriness only comes because I am a terrible piano player).

This sweet little chair x 2 is going in my breakfast nook -- I just love how simple it is and the open back. And BTW -- I am not crazy thinking that the white is going to stay white. I am going to get chair covers made (probably by my little hands and my sewing machines) -- maybe in a soft burlap (BTW -- burlap is IN and is a cheap way to decorate). And what about this crazy fun console table -- I saw it a year ago and fell in love. Now that I have a contract with the company that makes it, it is going in my bedroom as a TV stand (maybe?)I just found this chest yesterday. How snazzy is it!?! I just have no place for it but just think it is amazing.
And last but definitely not least are these beautiful antique doors that I have been eyeing for a couple of months now -- just hoping that no one will by them before I can afford them. They are going to be hung along side my dining room window in hopes to create a shutter look. What is even better about them is on the backside it is a beautiful antique blue -- I definitely am using that side.

Isn't she totally GORGEOUS...

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he, he, he! I just had to laugh HARD when I saw her. Toe nail polish for eye shadow and eye shadow for lipstick -- she sure knows how to beautify. Let's just hope that this is not a sneak peek into what I will have to deal with as a teenager. Oh, BTW -- she dressed herself too -- OUCH!